I am still waiting?

Yesterday I was convinced that I would be the chosen one. The place I was hoping for was just not the ordinary one. It was one which would define the forthcoming alignment of the system that is getting newly formed.

Lot of thoughts were passing by the ridges of my mind. In fact everyone might be going through the same at some point of time and I am no exception. Although many subdued thoughts were drilling down, there were few of them which were just tickling my ribs.

“A new start with a fresh state of mind would be my new venture”, I thought. “I would want to instate the process which I had been longing to implement. It won’t be a dominated one and I would take along everyone with me. After all that’s what I had done all my life. This was one of the opportunities that I waited for eternity”. The thoughts elated me so much that I was almost ready to go ahead. And the time came too when the actual conversation happened. Everything was just falling into place.

Surprisingly few ideas were exchanged about how we would be taking ahead the deal and that made me feel more as a part of the system already. The discussion slowly moved towards a very much obvious section. “How my service would be valued”. They already knew how I expected it to be and they were quite sure about it. Even I felt happy and contended when we both settled with a near win-win situation. After all, who would make fuzz out of it when everything is going smooth. Or that’s what it seemed.

The course of the dialect was about to end on a happy note when I was asked for the final 5 minutes so as a prominent decision takes place. The only stuff that clicked that even after such a discussion, how something can be decided in just 5 minutes. However, the thought kept on rolling as 5 minutes turned to 15. Finally, after half an hour, It started feeling that the necessity is really high and that people are seriously considering for what I feel I was worth. It was just 10 more minutes after that, I was asked to wait till next day as they told that they are seriously thinking on as now how much they can value my induction into the system.

My white part was feeling how great these people are who took pain to inform me, but on the other hand, my other half with horns was wickedly smiling. It gave me creeps, for it would have felt that I was getting fooled again. But as always the guy with the ring on the head was more dominant and I finally agreed upon waiting for the next day for which they would need more time.

Still when I am writing this it’s more than 25 hours till time which I was asked to wait and am still waiting!!!