I am getting angry today, without no reasons. Getting angry doesn't help in any way, still am unable to console myself. Almost everyone gets in such a state once in life. For the first time I am unable to get hold of it. I never get in argument with my subordinates, which I did today.
I know its not right and all I can do is to wait for such a situation to pass. Nerve wrecking dialouges would do no good and thus, I have refrained myself from any conversation for the day. Especially with those who are not working up to the mark. Saying so, it implies to me, but I need to talk to myself or else this anger would lead to a huge confrontation at all fronts of my life.
Peace...
Friday, June 25, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Memory Loss & Missing Objects
I started of writing this post with a thought in my mind. In fact it is somewhat strange to recall what was the content to be posted here. Was it something related to fact or was it something related to ..... Uh! I forgot. Believe me this is no work of fiction. It is actually happening for quite some time now, and it is picking up the pace. Fast, very fast.
Had it been 2050, I would have understood. By then, I would have been 70+ at my age. But this dilemma is getting stronger when I am just in my mid 20s. I have started forgetting things like watch or wallet. I bought a CD worth 1k and now I can't remember where it is. I've gotten into a habit of doing things over and over again like asking my colleagues for a particular report,(even though I had a look at it few minutes back). At times when I pick up my cell phone to call someone, I forget whom I was calling. And If I remember whom I was calling, I forget what was I supposed to say.
Virgos are known to have a very good memory. But I guess stars have nothing to do with the practicality of such a situation. Could there be a medical reason to it? Or is there an emotional side to it? My mind goes entirely blank at times when I actually need to think something. It doesn't allow me to speak in such situations. People feel that I have gone dumb during certain conversations, but It happens that I just can't relate to it, as the track is lost.
Technically this calls for a clinical visit and I have my doubts to remember that.
Had it been 2050, I would have understood. By then, I would have been 70+ at my age. But this dilemma is getting stronger when I am just in my mid 20s. I have started forgetting things like watch or wallet. I bought a CD worth 1k and now I can't remember where it is. I've gotten into a habit of doing things over and over again like asking my colleagues for a particular report,(even though I had a look at it few minutes back). At times when I pick up my cell phone to call someone, I forget whom I was calling. And If I remember whom I was calling, I forget what was I supposed to say.
Virgos are known to have a very good memory. But I guess stars have nothing to do with the practicality of such a situation. Could there be a medical reason to it? Or is there an emotional side to it? My mind goes entirely blank at times when I actually need to think something. It doesn't allow me to speak in such situations. People feel that I have gone dumb during certain conversations, but It happens that I just can't relate to it, as the track is lost.
Technically this calls for a clinical visit and I have my doubts to remember that.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Khul Gaya...Khul Gaya, Aasma Khul Gaya
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
baadal bhi keh rahein, paani mein har rang mile,
parvat yea shaan se, ambar ko hai chhu rahe,
bheegi hai yea dhara, jarane bhi hai beh rahe,
rasta yea khatm na ho, saagar se yea mil rahe
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
har disha, hariyali hai,
chehron pe, khushihali hai,
aankhen bhi hai beh rahi sang,
khil rahi muskan hai,
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
Kadkadate baadalon se, beh chali paani ki dhar,
Phadphadaake pacnhio se, chhup gaye hum ghar mein yaar
Chhup gaya kuch waqt suraj, har hava suhani hai,
Dekh tu har ek makaan mein, ik nayi kahani hai,
mausam hai yea prit ka, bichhad ke milte mit ka,
chal aa mil ke geet gaaye, ghirte sawan, bhaado ka
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya.
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
baadal bhi keh rahein, paani mein har rang mile,
parvat yea shaan se, ambar ko hai chhu rahe,
bheegi hai yea dhara, jarane bhi hai beh rahe,
rasta yea khatm na ho, saagar se yea mil rahe
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
har disha, hariyali hai,
chehron pe, khushihali hai,
aankhen bhi hai beh rahi sang,
khil rahi muskan hai,
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya,
Kadkadate baadalon se, beh chali paani ki dhar,
Phadphadaake pacnhio se, chhup gaye hum ghar mein yaar
Chhup gaya kuch waqt suraj, har hava suhani hai,
Dekh tu har ek makaan mein, ik nayi kahani hai,
mausam hai yea prit ka, bichhad ke milte mit ka,
chal aa mil ke geet gaaye, ghirte sawan, bhaado ka
khul gaya, khul gaya, aasma yea khul gaya,
ghul gaya, ghul gaya, rang har ek ghul gaya.
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