Desert which deserts pepole, was no longer there. I was with the people who matter the most in my life. My partents and my sister. We all were meeting after 3 months straight. It was a relief that I was home. A new begining! No more nightmares about the past! No more phone calls that are argumentive! No more replies that do not suffice your partner's hunger for answers. What I thought would be a Thomas Crown affair was just another day in my life.
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A new begining it was. I received a call from one of my friend about an opening with an organization which was known to me. It was over a week that I was at home relaxing day and night, hence I chose to give it a shot. I was all set for the interview. I was not at all worried. Never bothered what happened. I knew what ever I'd do I'll do well. And so it turned out that I was interviewing the selectors rather than they asking me questions. I concluded not to join the organization although it would have been a stop gap arrangement. Ek baar paisa kamana shuru karo to phir aadat ho jaati hai.
I was out of any dependency that would make me weaker against any situation. I didn't apply anywhere else. Why would I cause I knew deep in my heart that if something ends unexpectedly, something starts unexpectedly too. Lo and behold. The day came and I was asked to join my previous organization in my hometown. And without any hesitation I took the offer. Not because I was jobless, but because something was calling me. My passion towards that organization. My first love. This was the place from where I started my career. I'd call it, Almamater
I believe, coming back to Almamater was just a sign that things are going to change. A change for good. I was welcomed back by everyone. I met all those who got trained under me. They were more excited than me to find me back in Almamater.
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Days were passing by, and I had been meeting new people in my hometown. They were new by face, race and pace. Ha ha and I was right there with a new face, in the race and with an extra pace. I always believe, if you "fail" at some point of time bounce back with extra power. No one would remember that you faltered. Life seemed to be in back on track. A new track...Untill that day!
I received a call from a friend. We were school friends and the last time we saw each other, 13 years had gone by. Never so close, suddenly we found each other to be the best pals around. Although not in the same town, we talked a million stars. Surprisingly we never talked so much even when we were in school. Yes, it happens sometimes. When there is a new begining, things seem to be new. All around the place. Hmmm... the vibes... the chats... the talks... all was having a different perspective.
When you interact for a longer time, you discover that the person on the other side has got somewhat similar experience with the life. She being a girl was bold enough to narrate the entire story to a person who was friend only though calls & chats. I should have felt sorry for her, but I didn't. Instead I developed compassion and care. I don't know how often it happens to others but it did happen to me.
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I celebrated my birthday with the same old pals who were there in the begining. It was fun. We boozed and partied at our favourite desitnation which is somewhat 135 KMs away from here. Nobody was at content. We were laughing like wild beasts which eventually turned in roars. One of our pals struck the chord and topic of life partners and spouses errupted. I was doomed, being the youngest in the group. I had completed 25 years and these talli guys were asking me to get married..Sounds similar doesn't it.
I said,"Mein to pasand karbhi loon, mujhe bhi to koi pasand karna chahiye!".
"Kya baat kar raha hai, tujhe to koi problem nahi honi chahiye! Yea saala batayega nahi. Chhup ke shaadi kar lega aur phir ghar pe aake bolega.. Daada, yea dekho meri biwi!"
"Ha ha ha........" and the laughter continued
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My mom was in ecstacy. She had received a marriage proposal for her 25 year old boy. But her ecstacy turned gloomy. I didn't mean to hurt her. But, I would not want to marry a person I didn't know. I'd rather fall in love again and then marry her. I told her the truth and she embraced me gracefully. She took me in her lap and a tear drop rolled on her cheek. I knew what she was thinking. We didn't talk much and I slept in her lap while she purred my hair.
That night I met my friend. I was meeting her after 12 long years. What happened when I met her?.. Here's the story http://eternalorchid.blogspot.com/2010/05/i-met-her-again-was-it-dream-or-reality.html. Read it on
I was feeling all charged up. A feeling that would always make me feel elated. I had read it somewhere,"If you see a person you like, in your dreams, you must be in love"... Hmmm....
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A new begining it was. I received a call from one of my friend about an opening with an organization which was known to me. It was over a week that I was at home relaxing day and night, hence I chose to give it a shot. I was all set for the interview. I was not at all worried. Never bothered what happened. I knew what ever I'd do I'll do well. And so it turned out that I was interviewing the selectors rather than they asking me questions. I concluded not to join the organization although it would have been a stop gap arrangement. Ek baar paisa kamana shuru karo to phir aadat ho jaati hai.
I was out of any dependency that would make me weaker against any situation. I didn't apply anywhere else. Why would I cause I knew deep in my heart that if something ends unexpectedly, something starts unexpectedly too. Lo and behold. The day came and I was asked to join my previous organization in my hometown. And without any hesitation I took the offer. Not because I was jobless, but because something was calling me. My passion towards that organization. My first love. This was the place from where I started my career. I'd call it, Almamater
I believe, coming back to Almamater was just a sign that things are going to change. A change for good. I was welcomed back by everyone. I met all those who got trained under me. They were more excited than me to find me back in Almamater.
---
Days were passing by, and I had been meeting new people in my hometown. They were new by face, race and pace. Ha ha and I was right there with a new face, in the race and with an extra pace. I always believe, if you "fail" at some point of time bounce back with extra power. No one would remember that you faltered. Life seemed to be in back on track. A new track...Untill that day!
I received a call from a friend. We were school friends and the last time we saw each other, 13 years had gone by. Never so close, suddenly we found each other to be the best pals around. Although not in the same town, we talked a million stars. Surprisingly we never talked so much even when we were in school. Yes, it happens sometimes. When there is a new begining, things seem to be new. All around the place. Hmmm... the vibes... the chats... the talks... all was having a different perspective.
When you interact for a longer time, you discover that the person on the other side has got somewhat similar experience with the life. She being a girl was bold enough to narrate the entire story to a person who was friend only though calls & chats. I should have felt sorry for her, but I didn't. Instead I developed compassion and care. I don't know how often it happens to others but it did happen to me.
---
I celebrated my birthday with the same old pals who were there in the begining. It was fun. We boozed and partied at our favourite desitnation which is somewhat 135 KMs away from here. Nobody was at content. We were laughing like wild beasts which eventually turned in roars. One of our pals struck the chord and topic of life partners and spouses errupted. I was doomed, being the youngest in the group. I had completed 25 years and these talli guys were asking me to get married..Sounds similar doesn't it.
I said,"Mein to pasand karbhi loon, mujhe bhi to koi pasand karna chahiye!".
"Kya baat kar raha hai, tujhe to koi problem nahi honi chahiye! Yea saala batayega nahi. Chhup ke shaadi kar lega aur phir ghar pe aake bolega.. Daada, yea dekho meri biwi!"
"Ha ha ha........" and the laughter continued
---
My mom was in ecstacy. She had received a marriage proposal for her 25 year old boy. But her ecstacy turned gloomy. I didn't mean to hurt her. But, I would not want to marry a person I didn't know. I'd rather fall in love again and then marry her. I told her the truth and she embraced me gracefully. She took me in her lap and a tear drop rolled on her cheek. I knew what she was thinking. We didn't talk much and I slept in her lap while she purred my hair.
That night I met my friend. I was meeting her after 12 long years. What happened when I met her?.. Here's the story http://eternalorchid.blogspot.com/2010/05/i-met-her-again-was-it-dream-or-reality.html. Read it on
I was feeling all charged up. A feeling that would always make me feel elated. I had read it somewhere,"If you see a person you like, in your dreams, you must be in love"... Hmmm....
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Wht 2 sat Jay sir.. Hw cn u coverup so fast????????????????
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